Something i could change.. probably my attitude towards uni haha, gotta pick up my game this year. Id like to change my family giving me shit for no good reason as well lol. There a lot of things id like to change just like that but id rather work for that change. So no i wouldn’t make those changes in return of decreasing my life span by 1 year. THATS CRAZY. Time is running out apparently hahaha but i still think i have a whole life to live thats ahead of me.
How many times have i been in love?… Well people say once you’re in love you’re in love forever, as in that person will always hold a special place in your heart. But for me thats different. I was in love, but after everything that happened that love faded away, and has been buried by real true love and i don’t think it holds a special place in my heart anymore. I guess i was in love at one stage but it won’t always be with me in my heart. It didn’t end in a very nice way.
So to answer your question i’ve been in love 2 times. How do i know? It’s a feeling, that connection you get with your partner, even by just receiving a text from them makes me excited, hearing their voice? Even better, makes me melt inside with happiness and smiles. And whenever i know i’m going to see them, i get all these butterflies and get really excited ^_^
Every hour, minute and second of the day, i want to be with them. Doing anything, whether it’s just lying in bed or going out. I want to be with them all the time doing everything with them, wanting to get to know them better, from what kind of soap or shampoo they like to what kind of clothes they like etc. For me, getting to know someone is very interesting, i want to know everything about my partner, although i know a lot already i’m still very interested in getting to know them more :)
How can i tell? I can tell because after my first love, my second love was a lot different, everything happened so fast, i fell in love so quickly compared to my first love, i fell so hard for them before i even realised it myself.
Yes i’m happy, i’m the happiest i could ever be in my life :) I’m over the moon nigga ! All thanks to a special someone, you know who you are :3